I am scared

My narcissistic abusive husband asked me for a divorce after 38 years of marriage. I have been a homemaker for 35 of those years. I am a shell of my former self. His family also emotionally abused me. I am horribly depressed and have been diagnosed with Chronic Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. It is not surprising really though. I have excused horrific behavior for all of these years and pretended it didn’t happen. Instead, piece by piece of me slowly faded away. It is my hope that I will share in the raw reality what this looks like to take one tiny step at a time into my strength that I know is there….even at 61. Thank you for coming along on my journey.